The Art of Losing You Slowly- Chapter 1

The Shape of Snow

The snow began falling over Edinburgh just after four in the afternoon.

At first, nobody seemed bothered by it. Tourists stopped near the castle to take photographs while couples walked through the streets carrying cups of coffee in their hands. The city looked beautiful beneath the pale winter sky. Soft flakes drifted slowly onto rooftops, old stone buildings, and narrow streets lined with glowing shop windows.

But by evening, the storm had changed completely.

The wind grew violent, pushing snow sideways through the streets. Cars moved carefully along icy roads while people hurried indoors before the weather became worse. The entire city slowly disappeared behind white fog and freezing air.

Inside a small café near Cockburn Street, Clara Bennett sat alone beside the window staring at her phone.

Her coffee had gone cold nearly thirty minutes earlier, but she hadn’t noticed.

She kept reading the same message again and again.

I think we’ve wanted different lives for a long time now.

Five years together.

A wedding planned for September.

A shared apartment in Boston.

And somehow it had all ended in four paragraphs sent through email.

Clara leaned back in her chair and closed her eyes for a moment, trying to breathe normally. Around her, the café remained warm and peaceful. Soft jazz played through hidden speakers while people continued their conversations without noticing the woman quietly breaking apart near the window.

A waitress approached carefully.

“You alright there, love?”

Clara looked up quickly and forced a small smile.

“Yeah,” she lied.

The woman glanced at the untouched coffee.

“You’ve been staring at that cup for almost an hour.”

Clara gave a tired laugh.

“I’m American,” she said softly. “We process emotional disasters dramatically.”

The waitress smiled sympathetically.

“Well, you picked the right city for it.”

Clara looked back toward the window. Snow covered nearly everything outside now. The storm had become heavier while she sat there reading Daniel’s message over and over again.

The waitress followed her gaze.

“They’re saying trains may stop running tonight,” she said. “Storm’s getting nasty.”

Clara checked the time immediately and cursed under her breath. Her hotel was across the city.

“Perfect,” she muttered.

She stood quickly, grabbing her coat and suitcase before paying for the coffee. The moment she stepped outside, freezing wind slammed into her face hard enough to make her gasp.

The streets looked completely different now.

Snow swirled through the air so heavily that streetlights appeared blurred and distant. Cars crawled slowly through intersections while pedestrians hurried past with scarves covering their faces.

Clara pulled her coat tighter around herself and began dragging her suitcase down the icy street.

Her phone vibrated in her pocket.

For one hopeful second, she thought it might be Daniel.

Maybe he regretted everything.

Maybe he wanted to call.

Maybe—

No.

Just an airline notification warning about delayed flights.

She laughed bitterly and shoved the phone away.

The storm continued getting worse with every passing minute.

By the time she reached North Bridge, visibility had nearly disappeared completely. Wind howled between buildings while snow covered the pavement beneath her boots.

Then suddenly, one of her suitcase wheels snapped sideways.

The suitcase crashed onto the ground and burst open, throwing clothes directly into the snow.

Clara stared at the mess in disbelief.

“Seriously?” she whispered to the sky.

A strong gust of wind immediately carried one of her scarves down the bridge.

Before she could chase it, someone caught it.

A tall man stood several feet away holding the scarf calmly in one gloved hand.

“Careful,” he said. “You’re losing half your belongings.”

Clara looked at him for the first time.

Snow covered the shoulders of his dark coat, and a leather camera bag hung across his chest. He looked somewhere in his thirties, with tired eyes and dark hair damp from the storm. There was something distant about him, something quiet and guarded.

He handed the scarf back to her.

“Thanks,” Clara said awkwardly.

Without another word, the man crouched down and started helping gather her clothes from the snow-covered pavement.

“You really don’t have to do that,” she said quickly.

“You’ll freeze if you stay out here arguing.”

His Scottish accent was low and calm, almost effortless against the noise of the storm.

Together they packed everything back into the broken suitcase while snow continued falling around them.

“Tourist?” he asked.

“That obvious?”

“You’re dragging luggage through Edinburgh during a blizzard.”

Clara sighed.

“Fair point.”

The man zipped the suitcase shut and stood up again.

“That wheel’s done for,” he said.

“So is my week.”

For the briefest moment, Clara thought she saw the corner of his mouth move slightly, almost like he wanted to smile.

Almost.

The wind roared across the bridge again.

The man glanced down the road before looking back at her.

“You shouldn’t be walking around alone tonight,” he said.

Clara instinctively became cautious. Traveling alone had taught her to be careful around strangers.

He seemed to notice immediately.

“I’m not trying to scare you,” he said calmly. “But the roads are closing. You probably won’t make it across the city in this weather.”

Clara looked toward the road ahead. Honestly, he was probably right.

“There’s a guesthouse nearby,” he added. “Safer than staying out here.”

“You always rescue stranded tourists during snowstorms?” she asked.

“No,” he replied. “Usually I avoid people entirely.”

That unexpected answer made her laugh softly.

For the first time, the man looked slightly less distant.

“What’s your name?” Clara asked.

“Elias.”

“I’m Clara.”

Another gust of snow swept between them.

Elias nodded toward a narrow side street.

“Come on,” he said. “It’s only a few minutes away.”

Clara hesitated briefly before following him through the storm.

The guesthouse appeared at the end of a quiet cobblestone street glowing beneath warm lantern light. Snow covered the roof and windows while golden light spilled onto the street outside.

A wooden sign above the entrance read:

Blackwater House

The moment Elias opened the door, warmth flooded over Clara.

Inside, the guesthouse smelled like old books, fresh bread, and burning firewood. A fireplace crackled softly near a group of leather chairs while piano music played somewhere deeper inside the building.

Behind the front desk stood an older woman reading a novel.

She looked up over her glasses as they entered.

“Well,” she said calmly, “either the storm brought you company, Elias, or you’ve finally started kidnapping tourists.”

Clara blinked in surprise.

Elias removed his gloves slowly.

“Only temporarily.”

“Shame,” the woman replied. “Would’ve made winter more interesting.”

She smiled warmly at Clara.

“You poor thing. You look frozen.”

“I think my soul froze somewhere near the bridge,” Clara admitted.

“That sounds about right.”

The woman reached beneath the desk and handed her a room key.

“Last room available.”

Clara quickly reached for her wallet, but the woman shook her head.

“You can pay tomorrow. Nobody should deal with paperwork during a storm.”

“That’s incredibly kind.”

“We try not to let Americans die dramatically outside our building. Bad for business.”

Clara laughed despite herself.

The older woman smiled proudly.

“I’m Margaret, by the way.”

“Clara.”

“Well, Clara, the kitchen still has soup if you’re hungry.”

“Honestly, I could cry over soup right now.”

“Then you’re officially adapting to Scotland.”

Elias quietly started toward the staircase.

“Wait,” Clara called.

He stopped and turned back toward her.

For some strange reason, she suddenly didn’t want him disappearing upstairs without saying anything.

“Thank you,” she said softly. “For helping me.”

Elias looked at her for a long moment while snow battered the windows behind them.

Then he nodded once.

“You looked like you needed someone to.”

A few seconds later, he disappeared upstairs.

Clara stood quietly beside the fire, holding the room key tightly in one hand while the storm raged outside.

She didn’t know it yet, but meeting Elias Morgan was about to change everything about her life.



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