The Colors We Carry

The Colors We Carry
The Colors We Carry

“The bravest thing I ever did was decide that the truth of who I am was worth the cost of telling it.”

Portland, Oregon. Junior year. Alex Reyes has a plan: keep his head down, win the state debate championship, get into a good college, and never, ever let anyone see the part of him he has been hiding since the eighth grade — including his best argument partner, Jamie Okafor, who is nonbinary and brilliant and the most honest person Alex has ever met, and who is quietly becoming the person Alex can’t imagine his life without.

But Abuela Elena is visiting from Mexico with a suitcase full of secrets. His father Carmen is working doubles at the restaurant and doesn’t know his son at all. And the debate topic this year is “Does authenticity require courage?” — which is either the universe’s idea of a joke or the most important question anyone has ever put in front of Alex Reyes.

This is the story of a boy learning to be seen. Of a found family made of misfits. Of first love that arrives not like a lightning bolt but like morning — gradually, then completely. Of the courage it takes to say: this is who I am, in a room full of people you love, hoping they love you back.


1. The Boy With the Index Cards


2. Jamie


3. Dad’s Restaurant


4. Priya Tells Me Something


5. The Argument That Actually Mattered


6. Abuela Elena Arrives


7. Priya Meets Zara


8. Tyler Chase


9. The Debate Topic Gets Personal


10. Dean


11. What I Haven’t Said


12. The Photograph


13. Practice Round


14. What Jamie Is


15. The Regional Qualifier


16. December


17. What Tyler Said


18. Christmas Eve


19. December 26th


20. I Tell Jamie


21. Abuela Elena’s Story


22. January


23. Priya and Zara


24. The Night of the Argument


25. State Championship Week


26. State Championship — Round One


27. State Championship Final — Saturday


28. After the Win


29. Dinner at Reyes


30. March


31. What Tyler Taught Me


32. Priya Gets Into Stanford


33. What Jamie’s Mom Said


34. April Rains


35. What Came Next With Tyler


36. Abuela Elena Goes Home


37. The Last Month of School


38. What Jamie Said at Graduation


39. June Letters


40. What I Know Now


41. Summer


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